Rock Bottom

Rock bottom
Rock bottom

Listen to me
I'm gonna hit rock bottom
Inner demons
You know I got 'em
This could be the end if I allow it to be
Reflect on the beginning, how it came to be

Came into this world
And then I opened my eyes
I could tell there was a veil
Between the truth and their lies
The truth is that I never would've chose this
And that is why I feel so fucking hopeless

Like what's the point in all this?
Life is what you call this?
Haunted by expressions of depression
Mindless noises
All my choices
Made by voices in my head
I wanna release
I think I wanna be dead

I know I fucked up, fucked up
Every time
Never learned a lesson
From this fucked up life
And when I think about you
And the things that I did
I know I never wanna see me
In the mirror again

Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom

You can't stop me
'Bout to hit rock bottom
Inner demons
You know I got 'em
Put your hands up
Wave 'em side to side
Watch me drop
It's the end of the ride

I could never climb above
This mountain of shame
There is nothing left of me
Not even my name

Was I
Born just to imitate life
Wishing every day was night
Knowing that nothing feels right
Looking for a sign

Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom

Cannot stop me
As I watched the bottom come to me
The bottom finally got to me
I never thought the loss of me
Would be the thing to finally
Make some fucking sense to me
Guess death was just the answer to
The question of my suffering

Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom

You can't stop me
'Bout to hit rock bottom
Inner demons
You know I got 'em
Put your hands up
Wave 'em side to side
Watch me drop
It's the end of the ride

How I hate to be the one
To push you away
You never should have listened
To a word that I say

Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom

Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom
Don't give a shit, about to hit rock bottom

You can't stop me
'Bout to hit rock bottom
Inner demons
You know I got 'em
I think I finally found
A compromise
A little piece of metal
Between the eyes