Since Loving You

I don't fit right in this queen size bed
When there’s nobody next to me
It's been vacant since the day you left
It's been a while actually
No you couldn't say it to my face
You were too afraid
So you took me down with just a single text
What's that say about me

But talking to strangers don't fill the void
I don't want to so I don't try
Hold myself hostage lock all the doors
All alone every night

'Cause I don't know how to stop
Without you here I'm lost
Just me and all these thoughts
Yeah, it's been lonely
Since loving you

I've been feeling sorry for myself
Staying up late and drinking enough for too
Let my guard down didn't go so well
Who knew lovе could be so cruel
And they say timе will help it heal
But right now it feels like a lifetime
Since I was wrapped up in the way we felt
Can't believe that I lost you

'Cause I don't know how to stop
Without you here I'm lost
Just me and all these thoughts
Yeah, it's been lonely
Since loving you