too sad

I wake up
I see you laughing
About last night
And what had happened
When we were drunk
In front of traffic
And I threw up
But didn't act like

It was gross
To see me like that
Just some jokes
To make the time pass
Till we got home
Now I just think back
'Cause I didn't know

That it'd be something
I'd remember
For some days
Now it's September
On my birthday
And you've just said
You'd stay with me

But I'm scared
Scared of losing you
And you don't even know it
You're there
There when I need you
And you don't need to do it
I'm too sad
Too sad for you
I'm so bad
So bad for you
I'm scared
Scared of losing you

And it's been all the right things
Wrong times
Spending hours on a phone call
FaceTimes, I don't want to
But I always make time
'Cause I know that it's hard

And it's just something I remember
It's been days
Now it's December
Winter break
And you've extended
To stay with me

But I'm scared
Scared of losing you
And you don't even know it
You're there
There when I need you
And you don't need to do it
I'm too sad
Too sad for you
I'm so bad
So bad for you
I'm Scared
Scared of losing you

(1, 2, 3)
(But I'm scared)
(Scared of losing you)
(And you don't even know it)
(You're there)
(There when I need you)
(And you don't need to do it all)
(It's kinda like that, got it?)