MIND FXCK

Am I delusional?
Am I a psychopath?
In my feeling but I'm caught between the good and bad
Is it just me?
Or is it really them
Walk in a party and I feel like I'm an alien
I didn't ask to be here but I'm doing my best
Wish I could lay all my anxiety to rest
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks
Some nights I'm falling in love
But I wanna give up
When I get so in my head

I can't get out of my bed 'cause
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks it's a mind fuck
Feel like I'm in a car and someone cut the breaks
Finally got some air but now here comes another wave
I could blame my ex or the alcohol
Could be happy but tomorrow I'll be miserable
I didn't ask to be here but I'm doing my best
Wish I could lay all my anxiety to rest
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks
Some nights I'm falling in love
But I wanna give up
When I get so in my head

I can't get out of my bed 'cause
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks it's a mind fuck
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks
Some nights I'm falling in love
But I wanna give up
When I get so in my head
I can't get out of my bed 'cause
Sometimes everything sucks
Everything sucks it's a mind fuck