we are not friends

So I will write out all the words
To all the songs and all the stories
(It's so gray, it's so gray)
And everything that could go wrong
While we drove around the country
(It's so gray, it's so gray)
I'm blaming all the things I could
On everyone around me
(It's so gray, it's so gray)

And in my head I know it's over
But it will take me four more days
(It's so gray, it's so gray)
And I'll consider fifteen hours
And I'll consider not going crazy
(It's so gray, it's so gray)
I gave it everything I had
And lifted all of North Carolina
(It's so gray, it's so gray)

And we are not friends
And I have gave you a million signs
And I have begged you
Please don't hold this against me
I am not well
I can't do this
I am sorry
I am leaving
There is nothing you can say

And after all that could have been
We're still fighting for our stories

And I wish all my friends could all laugh with each other
And all my friends could all cheer with each other
And all my friends could all forgive each other
And all my friends could all forgive each other