Punishment

I am sicken by the hours
Going slowly thru my room
Looking out thru the window
Another world I wish I've known

Sitting here all alone
I know what I am waiting for
Feeling glad, it feels so empty
Feels so good to be so sure

And I know
What I've done
WHat I always wanted

My mistakes, I assume
I am sort of proud of that
There's no shame in being you
Another lie I can forget

For this punishment I smile
I can't cry for what is done
Got the guts to say it's mine
Don't care 'bout what they say is wrong

And I know
What I've done
What I always wanted

Crucify me
For this so called crime