F*cked Up

Every day, in my head
I just cheated myself
Don't know why, but need help
It's not the way

I guess I want something
Something I've never had
Because I'm so broken right now
I don't gotta fake it
Maybe I'm just crazy

I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces
I'm not your hobby, babe
So don't treat me that way
'Cause I need something else
But it ain't 'bout you anymore

I know, I know I'm fucked up
Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up
I only came to be like this
I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire
Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh

Yeah, I don't need your loving, sweetest, pep talk, talks
'Cause you're madness too
Even just a little, call-up
I throw up
I don't need you for anything
So stop faking it
Get back
I'm used to being this way

I know I'm so broken right now
I don't gotta fake it
Maybe I'm just crazy
I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces
I'm not your hobby, babe
So don't treat me that way
'Cause I need something else
But it ain't 'bout you anymore

I know, I know I'm fucked up
Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up
I only came to be like this
I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire
Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh

I don't get the things you said
Let me be alone, I'm not your thing
Already I'm way too lost
I'm working out of it
Drunk and sober like this
Talk and talking like this, oh, oh
So stop trying to make me fit into your world

I'll think out loud
I don't gotta fake it
Maybe I'm just crazy
I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces
I'm not your hobby, babe
So don't treat me that way
'Cause I need something else
But it ain't bout you anymore

I know, I know I'm fucked up
Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up
I only came to be like this
I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire
Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh
In my head
I just cheated myself
I don't know why, but need help
It's not the way