Hidden Agenda

Will it ever let me go?
These feelings seem unreal
You say you'll always be there
To rub the sand in my eyes
My life can seem so empty
It's out of focus
It's out of control
Show myself the darkness
I long to see a better day
But for real negativity I steal
Myself for you to conceal
Oh god, what a fake deal

I sit still, thinking to myself
Staying out of trouble
Trying not to hurt you

The decadence surrounding me
Burns my eyes and burns my soul
Why in all this fire
Can I feel so cold?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?

Will it ever let me go?
These feelings seem unreal
You say you'll always be there
To rub the sand in my eyes
My life can seem so empty
It's out of focus
It's out of control
Show myself the darkness
I long to see a better day
But for real negativity I steal

To be in touch with you
I feel the embrace
Yet I feel so numb
Does anyone feel me?

The decadence surrounding me
Burns my eyes and burns my soul
Why in all this fire
Can I feel so cold?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?

Will it ever let me go?
These feelings seem unreal
You say you'll always be there
To rub the sand in my eyes
My life can seem so empty
It's out of focus
It's out of control
Show myself the darkness
I long to see a better day
But for real negativity I steal

I sit still, thinking to myself
Staying out of trouble
Trying not to hurt you

The decadence surrounding me
Burns my eyes and burns my soul
Why in all this fire
Can I feel so cold?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?
Am I here for real...?