Watching A Train Wreck In Slow Motion

I remember a time
when truth reflected in your eyes
joy's black tears rained down
where are they now
beliefs kept you from knowing
but you'll forfiet everything
for that taste of pain you crave
"caring"; a forgotten memory
your loved ones
having to watch you die
you bear a strong resemblance
of someone i dont recognize
suffocating,
choking on your own life
freedom is only found
in letting go
i pray you'd see
the pain you caused
these 5 inch spikes inflicted
go on, turn your back on his sacrifice
its killing me to watch you run away
from the love shared, so long ago
I gave you the world
I was every thing to you
I carried the darkness
this is my blood
you've buried it all
dig so deep, trying to get away
from these cares
My heart bleeds for you
to finally know true love