After All

Goodness knows the shape I'm in
Is bad enough but I have been the innocent
In all of this and out of time
And only I know where I've been
On lonely trips, in thinner skin
When happiness was knowing less and doing more

And even after all
It's funny how
I keep dreaming
I've done it now
Goodness knows how I have tried
And how I've kicked and how I've cried
That this is it, that I am here
And you all care

But only I know I survive
Those lonely nights when I would drive
A hundred miles to be that someone standing there
And even after all
It's funny now
I keep dreaming
I've done it now