This Life

I don’t know if I know
Anything better than what I have seen
Running around in my head again
I don’t know what anything means

What’s to live and what's to die
If there’s no meaning
Is there weight in believing

It’s like I'm drifting
Further from the feeling
That I'm left with any control at all
I wrestle with these choices
That have left me voiceless
I need to find the strength in me to fight
The pain of living this life

Running it back again
I don't know if I’ll ever know what I found
Everything’s realer when you know
There’s no hope in crying for help

What’s to live and what's to die
If there’s no meaning
I’ll find the truth within me

It’s like I'm drifting
Further from the feeling
That I'm left with any control at all
I wrestle with these choices
That have left me voiceless
I need to find the strength in me to fight
The pain of living this life

I’ll fight for me
I’ll fight to see
That there’s light beyond the rain
That I'm more than all my pain
I’ll fight for me
I’ll fight to see
That there’s light beyond the rain
That I'm more than all my pain

It’s like I'm drifting
Further from the feeling
That I'm left with any control at all
I wrestle with these choices
That have left me voiceless
I need to find the strength in me to fight
The pain of living this life