Rock Bottom Dive

How long can I preserve my pride? Could I be sorry for myslef?
Time spinning and people going, precious moments are a treasure I had lost
Sad farewells and goodbyes, wasted chances, closing doors
Life is fair, hurt you there where you are too ashamed to stare

And I dive, rock bottom dive
And I dive, rock bottom dive

How long can I respect my face in this misery mirror?
Reflections, distortions, getting tired of my breath, my smell is so bad
Sad farewells and goodbyes, wasted chances, closing doors
Life is fair, hurt you there where you are too ashamed to stare

Diving through my values deep with head first
Diving fast, I can't crawl up back