Scared

Scared
I cast aside my emptiness
With an inability to care
Throw empty words
I drink because Im Scared
I force myself to fall in love
Theyre so unaware
Simulate control because Im Scared

I run
I fall
Beneath it all
Loves hard Im told

Im making change
I swear to me
You wont complain
About misery
What do you know
About lonely
You have everyone you need
What do you know
Youre happy
My soul is sliced with greed

I genuinely counterfeit
All my conversations
Keep my truth because Im scared
Walked with many miles of man
Talked to many faces
Refused to understand because Im scared

I run
I crawl
Beneath it all
Lifes hard Im told

Im making change
I swear to me
You wont complain
About misery
What do you know
About lonely
You have everyone you need
What do you know
Youre happy
My soul is sliced with greed

I do believe
I will receive
From you and you and you