Por Qué Estás Chingando

You say my name, let it begin
They sign 'release' before I do
You already know why this hurts
Let it run, don't hold it back

You say my name like it's a favor
Like I owe you every breath
Every game's got strings attached
Every word pulls something from me
You don't ask, you take your turn now
Leaving fingerprints on my heart
Now I was quiet, I was open
Now I'm done playing around

I gave you time, I gave you truth
To keep bending what I made
Every step I try to take
You're right there breathing down my neck
I don't know you like this
No, I don't know me
You keep crossing every line
Like you can't see what I see

¿Por qué estás chingando?
Why you pulling at my soul?
¿Por qué estás chingando?
Like control is all you know
¿Por qué estás chingando?
No, I'm not your overlord
¿Por qué estás chingando?
Let it go, let it go

Let it go

You dress it up like you care
But it always feels the same
Every help comes with a hook
Every smile hides a claim
I feel the heavier winning in your head
Like gravity chose a side
Why me? You don't love me, you love the grip
The way I fold when you decide

No more, I tried patience, I tried peace
You turned both into a test
Every boundary I put up
You lean harder on my chest
I'm not broken, I'm not cold
No, I just learned what I won't be
You keep knocking at my door
Like you still got a key

¿Por qué estás chingando?
Why you pulling at my soul?
¿Por qué estás chingando?
Like control is all you know
¿Por qué estás chingando?
No, I'm not your overlord
¿Por qué estás chingando?
Let it go, let it go

Let it go

I don't need to disappear
Just so you can feel secure
I don't need to shrink myself
To make your world feel pure
That's not love, that's pressure
And it's not what you claimed
If I feel more green and long
I won't stay the same

¿Por qué estás chingando?
Hey, I already said enough
¿Por qué estás chingando?
I'm not yours to hold on
¿Por qué estás chingando?
Just wait and say it all
Let it go, let it go
Let it go now
Let it go, let it go
Oh, let it go

I walk light when you stay
That tells me everything, yeah
No more hands on what is mine
No more cutting out my wings. I'm gone