Closure

I don't recognize you anymore
But i miss the girl who used to share your name
Before i became the mat at your front door
Before everything about you changed
Now that there's nothing left to do
Now that there's nothing new to say
Suddenly silence
Is the strongest card i have to play

I won't keep looking for closure
Now that you've closed the door on me
'cause you've long since changed the lock
And i've long since lost the key
You can hide behind the silence
Stretch it around the world
Tie the truth up in knots
So it'll never come unfurled

My friends want me to let this go
What do i want you to tell me?
That's something molly wants to know
Olivia sums it up with "well, she's an aries"
I guess it's just not in my nature
To walk away in the middle of a fight
Even though i know you're gone
Even where there are no words for why

I won't keep looking for closure
Now that you've closed the door on me
'cause you've long since changed the lock
And i've long since lost the key
You can hide behind the silence
Stretch it around the world
Tie the truth up in knots
So it'll never come unfurled
Did i slip back into spanish?
Don't you understand a word?
I pour my heart on a page
But you can't translate the hurt
And that leaves just one thing to ask
One more question out of me:
If there's nothing here we're fighting for
Then why we still fighting?