Watch Me Drown

Although my mind is open
My heart is tightly closed
With all the hate that holds me
I wish I didn't own

For all the years that pass by
I know I should have changed
How can one man sever
The links that make these chains

And then I see
What my life should be
I'm here dying for another chance
To make this right
With the guilt I feel
I try to piece together my life

And I wish for more then I could
Ever give to you
And I know that you don't need the
Hell I put you though

I'm here with my hands open
Confused on what to do
I wish that I could take back
The words I've said to you

And your eyes widen to tell me
How you should have seen
Your mouth spills out all the
Words you didn't mean
You stand and watch me drown!