Benya

Beautiful, what does that word mean to you
When I write it down?
Hideous, does that translate into beautiful for him?
Regrets, another smack to put in his ego (searching for
Light years) away, gone tossed and lost along the way
Say that you will prove all and if it's not for
Say that you can't tame it down to beauty back again
Say that it's only meant for you and not meant for him
Say that you're doing half, choose my eye for all lies

And if everything's okay then why doesn't it feel the same?
Actions lead to actions, can you fight this bleeding gut?