Holy Ground

I don't like to be alone
But I'll never ask someone to hold me
I would like to know myself
I wish I could be whatever I need

I will stand on holy ground
Waiting for a sign somebody's watching
You go down and I get up
I'm a nervous wreck and you're still talking

If I break to ask you how you're doing
Will you tell me that you're lonely
You might say my God you're good a ruining things
As if you didn't know me

All the things I never tried
All the times I made up lies at parties
I give up so easily
If that takes a hold of me
I'm sorry
I am sorry

Oh but I don't want to tell you
That all you are is chasing your own tail
In a few weeks
Fall to my knees
Yet I'll try again
Even if I fail
If I fail
If I fail

Oh and I don't want tell you
That it's been ages since I wasn't inside
Comes in waves knowing baby
I let you down in ways I can never describe
In ways that I can never describe