Junie

Junie wants what's best for me and I don't ask why
I know better than to waste her time
Junie says the problem is I don't even try
Every time she asks a question I lie
It's barely winter but I've made up my mind
There is nothing else left to decide
Have you learned nothing from the pain in your side?
Are you holding out for dear life?

Radio signal couldn't find me on the roof
It only tells me bad news
Keep that in mind
Say what I know to be true
I think I'm bad for you

And I really meant it this time
Leaving without saying goodbye
Move in with my grandma by the seaside
I want a whole 'nother life

I tried a million times
Keeping you needless in the back of my mind
I tried picking my fights
Checking your breathing through the end of the night

In a few years when the ink dries
I will be here
Starting fires in the front yard
Through the sickness
I was the safeguard
But you fell too hard

I am wishing
Is it making sense
I can fix it
But it won't hurt you less
What is missing
I made this mess
From a distance
It's gonna take me next

It's the creature that's moving
At a terrible speed
It's believing you'll wake me if I'm falling asleep
I have dreams that I'm grasping
Something out of my reach
I am screaming for nothing
Saying what am I doing now
What am I doing now
Saying what am I doing now
What am I doing now