Deferral

It was the first time that I had to question,
Figure out what happens next
And sifting through this indecisive no man's land
Where day and night will
Always stay the same. This never ending game
I need to cover more ground
As time is pressing on this door, I'm needing
Less but wanting more

I know the things that could have been
The people met, the places seen
But how does that compare to leading
A life that's true where decision have meaning?
This makes me more than skin and bone,
To have a mind that's set in stone
'Cause we couldn't help but walk away
There's too many things we need to say
'Cause we couldn't help but walk away
I'm finding it helps now

And nobody's told me it;s wrong but I can see it in their face
It's pointless to fight it. While I'm trying and learning,
They're hiding and searching for answers
To questions that they can't make sense of
When really it's simple, the sky has never been so clear
'Cause we couldn't help but walk away
There's too many things we need to say
'Cause we couldn't help but walk away
I'm finding it helps now