Installing

Wicked things would solidify
Fall to the bottom of myself
I looked up, I cried in the eye
Never knew who the fuck you was

I've felt this way so many times
But never seemed to thrive
Smash down, hit and roll around
Two moments try to catch

Days fall to the arms
At the bottom of myself
Struggle to be free
Throwing moments of shame

Installing myself
Into places that are stupid
Installing myself
Oh

I've tied my hands
Tied into unhappiness
Clutching double sides
Twisting around in knots

Installing myself
For reasons that don't make sense
Installing myself
Oh

You can't touch me
I can only touch myself
My self-indulgence
Has got me off

Wicked things would solidify
Fall to the bottom of myself
I looked up, I cried in the eye
Never knew who the fuck you was

I've felt this way so many times
But never seemed to thrive
Smash down, hit and roll around
Two moments try to catch

I can see it now
I've cast too much focus
Won't bring the hands
But never the chase

I'm waiting out
I've felt this way so many times
I'm waiting out
But I can't