Giygas

Keep waiting then die waiting
Nothing is captivating.
What’s there, to see me through
What’s this, to do with you

Growing and balancing
Feels like an allergy
Can’t live without a care
Mind tells me cold blank stare

Stand top the edge of anywhere,
Consumed in something, unaware
Keep waiting, thoughts grating
These memories gouge into me

With all these built up feelings
Regrets and your frustrations
I can’t accept the path we take

Where did our perfect moments go
Nothing is left for us to show
I can’t accept the path we take
“There is no fate but what me make”

Why do I keep this alive?
Why do I still even try?
Will we ever?
Can we make it?

Not mine, not for my life
Is it gone forever?
What’s left alive?
Is it gone forever?
I’m still alive
Can I do this all alone, can I?