Bad Decisions

Day after day
I've struggled to find a vision
Night after night I've come to terms
I just make bad decisions

I can't let go

Somehow I'm here again
I guess the bottle has become a close friend
Strung out, and still hungover
I've never lived a day fully sober

Have I
Become
The same person that I swore was long gone
Reset rewind
Or am I out of time

The tables turn and I never learn
Kept under lock and key
These chains demand you bleed

Just freeze
And take a second to breathe
The next decision you make
Could lead to tragedy
Just freeze
It's just a moment of shame
It's not to late to change
You've got to break the chains

You'd probably think
I'd learn my lesson
From all the times
I've fallen
And hit rock bottom
Yet here I am drowning
Treading the same old problem

Can I change my ways
I've had just about enough
Next time
I'll stop and

Just freeze
And take a second to breathe
The next decision you make
Could lead to tragedy
Just freeze
It's just a moment of shame
It's not to late to change
You've got to break the chains

I am the example
Of the one you were told to stray away from
Self medicated and loathing
I feel the darkness inside me growing

Drown
Me
Out
If I was you I'd
Drown
Me
Out