Boto En Falta Unha Ilusión

Missing an Illusion

Boto En Falta Unha Ilusión

I'm missing an illusionBoto en falta unha ilusión
That transforms me into myselfQue me reconvirta en min
That, unintentionally, I lostQue, sen querer, me perdín
Thinking that I was saving myselfPensando que me salvaba
I miss the one I lovedBoto en falta a quen amaba
And that time I dreamed ofE aquel tempo que soñei
Being awake and thoughtEstando esperta e pensei
That I was feeding off of you.Que de ti me alimentaba.

I miss your voiceBoto en falta a túa voz
Your face and the joyA túa cara e a alegría
The devalued hoursAs horas devaluadas
And even your cowardiceE até a túa covardía
And I can't rememberE non son quen de lembrar
The knives and the liesAs navallas e as mentiras
And the resentment doesn't settleE non se asenta o rancor
And you don't leave me.E de min non te retiras.

Today there is no more painHoxe xa non hai dor
I don't cry out loud anymoreXa non choro berrando
But there's fear of feelingMais hai medo de sentir
And not smiling againE de non voltar sorrir
And of waiting for youE de seguirte esperando

Today there is no more painHoxe xa non hai dor
No blood is flowingNon hai sangue brotando
But there's fear of feelingMais hai medo de sentir
And not smiling againE de non voltar sorrir
And of waiting for youE de seguirte esperando

The sadness has already leftA tristura xa marchou
Apathy colonizes meColonízame a desgana
I, who had pagan faithEu que tiña fe pagana
In being a phoenix and flyingEn ser fénix e voar
And with the strength of awakeningE coa forza do espertar
Embrace vitalismAbrazar o vitalismo
I woke up in the same abyssEspertei no mesmo abismo
But it would have been better not to dream.Máis valera non soñar.

If I succumbed to my instinctsSe por volverte bicar
To kiss you againSucumbise aos meus instintos
If of all the crimesSe de todos os delitos
I committed the one of returningCometese o de voltar
The fatigue and the sufferingA fatiga e o penar
I would endure resignedSufriría resignada
Because I live condemnedPorque vivo condenada
To not be able to forget you.A non poderte olvidar.