Growing Pains & Throwing Blame

I swear this is gonna be the last time
That I open my heart or speak my mind
I've learned my lesson
I'll never let my guard down around you again
I used to be full of positivity
But people like you ripped it out of me
Now every time I see your face
It destroys my faith in the human race

But no! I don't wanna be the bad guy
But I can only bite my tongue for so long
Before I choke on the blood

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you

So think back and try to remember
A universe without you as the center
Could you even fathom the thought
Or is the empathetic side of you too far gone?
Your shattered moral compass will only lead you south
Cause it seems that something venomous rolls out
Every time you open your mouth

But no! I don't wanna be the bad guy
But I can only bite my tongue for so long
Before I choke on the blood

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you

So when you're all alone with nowhere to go
I hope you know that you'll always have a home in hell
Along with everyone else
You'd step on my neck just to serve yourself

So go to hell
Fuck you and everyone else
It's harsh but I'm done walking on eggshells
Just know I never meant to be the bad guy
But I can no longer bite my tongue

And now my shoulder just got a little bit colder
With every year that I get older and older
My heart grows a little bit colder towards you