TRAUMA

Trauma

TRAUMA

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래 (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
Blah, blah, blah, blah, 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah, blah, blah, blah, an ichyeojyeo wae
That's my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
That's my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
That's my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah

Trauma got me bad, bad
Trauma got me bad, bad
Trauma got me bad, bad
When I was young, I basically dropped out, had no friends (yeah, yeah)
중이 때 난 자퇴, basically had no friends (yeah, yeah)
jung-i ttae nan jatoe, basically had no friends (yeah, yeah)
Boxed in, boxed in, my own world (yeah, yeah)
Boxed in, boxed in 나 혼자의 세계 (yeah, yeah)
Boxed in, boxed in na honjaui segye (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Stuck in my fantasy like (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
Dreaming it to be real life (woah)
I waited without thinking, but I knew
생각없이 시간을 기다려왔지만 알았어
saenggageopsi siganeul gidaryeowatjiman arasseo
Now I realize
Now I realize
Now I realize
I'll end up alone like this
이러다가 나 홀로 남을 거야
ireodaga na hollo nameul geoya
I don't know what to do, except for this
I don't know what to do 이거 말고는
I don't know what to do igeo malgoneun
(What to do, what to do)
(What to do, what to do)
(What to do, what to do)
Blocked ears, turned up the volume on my earphones
막힌 귓속 박힌 이어폰 volume을 키워
makin gwitsok bakin ieopon volumeeul kiwo
I don't wanna be alone, no
I don't wanna be alone, no
I don't wanna be alone, no
I don't want to be forgotten
잊혀지기 싫어
ichyeojigi sireo
So I'ma sing this song
So I'ma sing this song
So I'ma sing this song
Is anybody listening?
Anybody 듣고 있어?
Anybody deutgo isseo?

Barely exhaling breath
겨우 뱉어내는 숨
gyeou baeteonaeneun sum
The way to breathe seems forgotten
들이키는 법은 잊은 듯
deurikineun beobeun ijeun deut
Until I become kind to myself
내 자신에게 너그러워지기까지가
nae jasinege neogeureowojigikkajiga
That's the hardest for me
난 제일 어려워
nan jeil eoryeowo
I feel like it's a debt
빚이라고 생각이 들어
bijirago saenggagi deureo
The light given to me
나에게 주어지는 빛이
na-ege jueojineun bichi
The expanding stage, unlike the moon
넓어지는 무대완 달리
neolbeojineun mudaewan dalli
Where I am in my heart
마음속 내가 있는 곳은
ma-eumsok naega inneun goseun
Is about a square meter, yeah
한 평 남짓, yeah
han pyeong namjit, yeah

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래 (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
Blah, blah, blah, blah, 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah, blah, blah, blah, an ichyeojyeo wae
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)

Familiarity with being forgotten
잊혀지는 것에 대한 익숙함
ichyeojineun geose daehan iksukam
My immaturity
나의 미숙함
naui misukam
The trauma that emerged from my doubts
나의 의구심 속에서 피어난
naui uigusim sogeseo pieonan
In my head
머릿속 트라우마
meoritsok teurauma
What on earth is the reason I'm alive
내가 살아있는 이유가 도대체 뭘까
naega sarainneun iyuga dodaeche mwolkka
Like a loach
미꾸라지처럼 일부가
mikkurajicheoreom ilbuga
Even if it's pitiful and tormenting me, uh
날 괴롭혀 애석해도, uh
nal goeropyeo aeseokaedo, uh
I'm not just gonna sing
난 그냥 노래할게 아님
nan geunyang noraehalge anim
I'm more trapped in my trauma
더 갇혀버려 내 트라우마에
deo gachyeobeoryeo nae teurauma-e
My mind is getting exhausted
정신이 피폐해짐에
jeongsini pipyehaejime
Digging deeper into my own burrow
스스로 땅굴을 파 더 깊어지네
seuseuro ttanggureul pa deo gipeojine
Yeah, deeper (deeper)
Yeah, 더 깊고 (더 깊고)
Yeah, deo gipgo (deo gipgo)
Deeper (deeper)
더 깊게 (더 깊게)
deo gipge (deo gipge)
So deep that I can't even find myself
스스로도 찾지를 못하게
seuseurodo chatjireul motage
Where is the end of this trauma
이 트라우마의 끝이 어딘지
i teuraumaui kkeuchi eodinji
I don't even know, I need a hand to hold
나조차 몰라 잡아줄 손이 필요해
najocha molla jabajul soni piryohae

Barely exhaling breath
겨우 뱉어내는 숨
gyeou baeteonaeneun sum
The way to breathe seems forgotten
들이키는 법은 잊은 듯
deurikineun beobeun ijeun deut
Until I become kind to myself
내 자신에게 너그러워지기까지가
nae jasinege neogeureowojigikkajiga
That's the hardest for me
난 제일 어려워
nan jeil eoryeowo
I feel like it's a debt
빚이라고 생각이 들어
bijirago saenggagi deureo
The light given to me
나에게 주어지는 빛이
na-ege jueojineun bichi
The expanding stage, unlike the moon
넓어지는 무대완 달리
neolbeojineun mudaewan dalli
Where I am in my heart
마음속 내가 있는 곳은
ma-eumsok naega inneun goseun
Is about a square meter, yeah
한 평 남짓, yeah
han pyeong namjit, yeah

I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
I'm in trauma, it's got me singing (yeah, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래 (oh, yeah)
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae (oh, yeah)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, why can't I forget
Blah, blah, blah, blah, 안 잊혀져 왜
Blah, blah, blah, blah, an ichyeojyeo wae
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah (brr, brr)

I slowly sink, yeah
I slowly sink, yeah
I slowly sink, yeah
Even the singing will decrease
노랫소리도 줄어들겠지
noraetsorido jureodeulgetji
Still I want to sing, yeah
Still I want to sing, yeah
Still I want to sing, yeah
It's okay for anyone
누구든 좋으니
nugudeun joeuni
Take it out from here
여기서 꺼내줘
yeogiseo kkeonaejwo
Or even you, come in, come in
아니면 너라도 들어와 들어와줘
animyeon neorado deureowa deureowajwo

Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Now it's got me singing, singing, singing
Stuck in trauma, I want to sing
Stuck in trauma, 노래나 부를래
Stuck in trauma, noraena bureullae
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah
This my trauma, yeah, my trauma, yeah, yeah