Feverish

i'm coming down with it - becoming feverish
i look at you and i see everything that i detest
my blood begins to boil when my life starts to mimic yours
so quick to gratify yourself in fevered lunacy
your affliction is the same infection inside me
love - what i hate - and i hate everything that i've become
do - what i despise - every second of my life contradicts my words
turn - from what i need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed
nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
i put my hand to my head and i am becoming feverish
you disgust me - i disgust me
disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain
this life - making me sick
rampant - plague in my soul
madness - engulfing me
host to a...
pestilence of my existence
it seems stronger every day
torn from a thorn in my side
blind from a plank in my eye
God rid me of disease
free me from hypocrisy
love - what i hate - and i hate everything that i've become
do - what i despise - every second of my life contradicts my words
turn - from what i need - only selfishly - just to lust and feed
nauseated and repulsed at my deeds
i put my hand to my head and i am becoming feverish
i'm coming down with it - becoming feverish
you disgust me - i disgust me
disgust - disdain - disgust - in pain