Paranoid

Hate to shut me in
But this was everything
The crown that wasn't ever meant to break
Hide behind a grin
But darkness lets you in
The wall that wasn't ever meant to shade

No I won't smoke that shit
It's my mental spliff
Don't know how much of this to take

I somehow let you in
Be my medicine
Divin' deep in the bluest lake

'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Lose myself between the noise
How did I forget to lock the door?

I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Maybe it's too soon to fall
Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts?

Tried to drink away
Too much of yesterday
Circlin' and spiralin' my brain
It hurts a piece of me
To push away your calm
Even though I hear you screamin' knockin' down my door

No I won't smoke that shit
It's my mental spliff
Don't know how much of this to take

I somehow let you in
Be my medicine
Divin' deep in the bluest lake

'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Lose myself between the noise
How did I forget to lock the door?

I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Maybe it's too soon to fall
Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts?

It's in
My head
I wanna turn you off
You're in my head
My head

It's in
My head
I wanna turn you off
You're in my head
My head

'Cause I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Lose myself between the noise
How did I forget to lock the door?

I'm so fuckin' paranoid
Maybe it's too soon to fall
Why do I deserve to eat my thoughts?

(Cause I'm so fuckin')
(Smoke that shit)
(Mental spliff)
(How much of this)
(Let you in)
(Medicine)
(How much of this)