bleak smile

I'm falling apart
I've always wondered how it's like
It tears my heart apart, there’s no reason to ask why
I know you know the answer

I've had enough, ii feel like I'm rotting the longer I'm here with you
I've tested myself for too long, drowned out my own thoughts too many times for you
If the truth reveals the rot underneath, apparently fate is hinting at something yet to come

I'm falling apart
I've always wondered how it's like
It tears my heart apart, there’s no reason to ask why
I know you know the answer

I'm sick of your fucking lies
Of the world that makes me wanna die
I'm sick of always coming back to where I started
I'm sick of the bleak smile that’s all I have