The Way She Felt...

So now I see that you are happy with your life.
At least it seems to me that you have found where you belong.
You're happy without me.
You've got your drugs to be your friend.
You'll party till the end.
And now I see that you don't care, you've left me despair.
The way she felt about me.
The way she felt about herself.
And the way that she once lived, her heart ready to give.
That special girl that I once knew, I'm left without a clue.
That precious love that we once shared, you always seemed to care.
And you can't say I didn't try, you know I always did.
Once again we feel the same.
At least I made you happy, at least I made you smile,
at least I saw your face if even for a while.
I thought you were my angel, I thought you were the one,
I never thought that you would ever want to take away the fun.
*I swam through a sea of angels for you*
I've got my friends, I've got my dreams,
I've got my heart held on my sleeve
I'm just a kid I've got a thousand smiles along the way.
A thousand smiles