Wish To Exist

I can't hold it down
Pretending I am all that I'm not
You're the thought drifting through my mind again
From dark 'til light

This was meant to be finishing each other's sentences
I hope that you know how much you mean to me
But I guess it don't even matter

You say I'm losing grip on what's important
Don't be so fucking critical
These are my choices
You have broken me down for the last time

I walk this path alone, the ever lasting romance
I'm still so blinded by the darkness
Recreate the dream
I walk this path alone, the ever lasting romance
I'm still so blinded by the darkness
Recreate the dream

Pupils ablaze, with echoes of all the lost tears
The sound burns in the deep
But the hallows hold my heart

Shards of speech penetrate
Like freshly sharpened blades
I cut you out

The dark forest consumes with its sad eyes
The Moon watching ever over dancers, convulsing to her mournful tune
Midnight looms and slippers shatter, glass penetrates
The beast promises to find her
Aching fur trapped in the howling night
Quiet as a child now, sleeping in demise
The skin of those now lost and once caressed
They were lovers without knowing
Blackened by regret

This endless maze inside my head
The lord of evil
King of the dead

Pores swelling with sorrow
Her bones reaching out for home
Secrets she could only know
But I guess that's just the way it goes
Oh

That's just the way it goes

You say I'm losing grip on what's important
Don't be so fucking critical
These are my choices
You have broken me down for the last time

I walk this path alone, the ever lasting romance
I'm still so blinded by the darkness
Recreate the dream
I walk this path alone, the ever lasting romance
I'm still so blinded by the darkness
Recreate the dream

Blinded by your love for lies
Your love for lies