Penny Pills

If they tried to bring me this low
If I didn't have enough love
If I never found the way home
If my fear is knocking the door

If it's written in every song
Am I inviting it more?
I know I'll be lost in my feels
If I do become Penny Pills

I know my fragility
I know every pain of each brick
I've let anger become this thick
I dissociate, look
Look
I dissociate
Look
Dry heart

Every night I dream and I die
Stressed, depressed, ADD so high
This where just friends passing by
Then they stayed for life

Wish I'd suffer from bad love
That would keep me up alive
But I'm gone, I dissociate

Look
Look
I dis-
Look
I dissociate
Look
Dry heart

Who am I?
I feel
Inside out
Look
I dissociate
Mom?
Look
Dry heart
Dry heart
Look
Dry heart