what the f**k was l thinking?

I fell in love and forgot about the homeless the hunger in Africa
The women on welfare the strippers who need healthcare my friends the beggar the thieves
I fell in love and forgot my own mother my father my sister
My grandma it killed her and waltzed around baby wishing you’d notice me

In my mind the light shines so equally
You can call it electricity
But why waste our energy?

In my eyes I could be happy
But I stink of Depravity
Just and aching dark cavity

Ooh

I fell in love and threw out all my pencils my books
And drew big hearts with red colored stencils and became pickled mush atrophied
I fell in love and I stopped all my eating clung on to your arms
And forgot I was living but remembered the kitties and the pretty girls on your street

In my mind the light shines so equally
You can call it electricity
But why waste out energy?

In my eyes I could be happy
But I stink of Depravity
Just and aching dark cavity

I fell in love and forgot my own mother my father my sister my grandma
It killed her and waltzed around baby wishing you’d notice me
I'm a fool