When I Still Felt Alive

Everyday you get tired of what they say
And You look some place to Stay
They have everything that you haven't
but it doesn't matter anymore
Your Mom Is Worry about You
She don't know what to Do
But I know what She's going to say
She say's "Don't give up and go away"

Look What They've done
They Called You Dumb
No One in the house, wake up
Your life, its being destroy
With graces and joy
Never Give up Stand up Boy

My Grandma Said "Open you gifts"
What a fuck of Christmas is this ?
Everything its so commercial
Everything its so Awful
With a Smile in the Face and nothing in hands
With a better life, a better thought
A better Life, its hard to live without Parents
For more hard it is