Nicotine

Missed your text
Now I'm stuck in the middle
Can't remember the last time
That I didn't feel this
Hole inside my heart and soul

I never thought that life would turn me this cold
Nicotine help me tolerate another day
Thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots till I'm back into my happy place
Drank too much
Now I'm crying in the back again

Self doubt again
Can't get the fuck out my head
This might be the end
I think this might be the end

And I can't trust this bitch
I know she digging for gold
I don't know if could ever trust another soul
Got my hand on the blade
If you want smoke we could go
I been screaming at the sky
'Cause I been searching for some hope tonight

Missed your text
Now I'm stuck in the middle
Can't remember the last time
That I didn't feel this
Hole inside my heart and soul

I never thought that life
Would turn me this cold
Nicotine help me tolerate another day
Thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots till I'm back into my happy place
Drank too much
Now I'm crying in the back again

Go fuck yourself
I don't care what you say
Hope this storm will pass
Drowning in my pain

Go fuck yourself
I don't care what you say
Hope this storm will pass
Drowning in my pain

(Self doubt again
Can't get the fuck out my head
This might be the end
I think this might be the end)

Missed your text
Now I'm stuck in the middle
Can't remember the last time
That I didn't feel this
Hole inside my heart and soul

I never thought that life
Would turn me this cold
Nicotine help me tolerate another day
Thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots till I'm back into my happy place
Drank too much
Now I'm crying in the back again