Apparent

At some point. Without you
I miss you, I feel so bad, come back to me
Today I dreamed of you. I was you
Hiding, hiding and running away
I remember a long time ago, I also ran
When you told me to run
Although I had to stay
With you

Ever since been looking for you
Call. But it is all in vain
Each day ends with a void

Where are you? I feel so bad alone
I lost all my hope
I don't want my life as my own
And I wanted so much to kill myself
I feel my guilt
In all that happens my fault
Everything had to be otherwise