Realization

I don't know what i am doing but my intentions were high!
Even when i'm confident, my mind is filled with doubt!
Even when i'm struggling you know what i'm about!
Because my mind is taking over me and my heart's no longer guiding me!

Heavy heart is what was weighing me down, heavy heart!

No matter where i look!
No matter where i go my spirit seems dampened!
I know with doubt in my mind!
I will survive and achieve what i've set out to do!

So here and now my heart pulls me under!
Deeper and deeper!
Deeper and deeper!

Feels like my life has no guidance!
I know that i'll find it, i'll know when i've found it!
Searching for something that i truly need!
And i know that it's out there, and i know that it's coming!

No matter where i look!
No matter where i go my spirit seems dampened!
I know with doubt in my mind!
I will survive and achieve what i've set out to do!

I'm filled with doubt here and now!
I need something, i need someone!
I'm filled with doubt here and now!
I need something, i need someone!

I'm needing guidance to help me through this!
To help me through this!
My doubt is consuming me, it's swallowing me whole!

It is consuming me and i am falling to my knees!
Someone help me please!
Help me please! help me please!
I need to find a way out of this mess!