Unbalanced

Trembling hands drag down tearing skin right from my face
Mangled spine, eyes back, I think I've found my place
Praying to be conquered by the images I think I see
Delusional, schizophrenic, mind controlled

Picking at flesh I'm loosing all my sanity
The reflection tells me that I'm condemned
I'm drifting further from my normality
As I watch the blackened figure in the room ascend

Grip me by the throat, nails lodged into my neck
Losing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones
Dragged to a familiar place, aroused, I'm eager to be home
Psychotic thoughts carved into blood drenched letters
No more running, just accepting it's not fucking getting better

I am my favorite enemy
My own two hands will bury me
I have been consumed
I won't return
The reality of dementia is enticing
I'm at ease loosing all my sanity
No return

Twisted torn up deranged mind fucked
It's crawling in me, feast upon my eyes
Sudden flesh crave
I've summoned dark skies
I can't stop this torture frenzy
Screams so pleasuring
Slipping in your throat
Spilt blood as your family kneels before me

It's not my hands
It's the work of the damned
I violate as your skin turns cold
I have become so disturbing
Reborn, never thought it'd come to this malevolence

Delusional
Schizophrenic
Mind controlled
Grip me by the throat, nails lodged into my neck
Loosing color from my eyes with weakness in my bones
Dragged to a familiar place, aroused, I'm eager to be home
I have been consumed. I won't return
The reality of dementia is enticing
I'm at ease loosing all my sanity