You

So this is how it feels to be guilty of a crime
Another lesson learned, but how do we survive?
I dig my fingers into the soul beneath my skin
I can feel it bleeding, deep within
I cant stop shaking, my bones are breaking
This life is a lie, a shame a cant hide
I know that i am nothing except that pain in your spine
Why arent you saying something? why do i feel so alive?
My soul is slowly dripping out of my hand into your skin
Its like this world is slipping
Why cant we just let it in?
Im sorry that i hurt you im sorry that i lie
Im sorry for all the answers that nights that you cry
I cant stop shaking, my bones are breaking
This life is a lie, my shame a cant hide
I know that i am nothing except that pain in your spine
Why arent you saying something? why do i feel so alive?
My soul is slowly dripping out of my hand into your skin
Its like this world is slipping why cant we just let it in?
Why cant you stay? dont go away
I hate you, i love you, i cannot live without you