Push Me Down

I stop believing in me
When all insecurity kills the last shred of sanity
I am so confused
How can I fight against those things, if there's no hope

What's the meaning of live or die here?
What I feel is really real?
My brain is bleeding while my questions disapear
I have no strength to keep me alive

There's no sense to life
I just feel bad all the time
The depression pushes me down
There's no strength to fight
I surrender to the dark
The depression wants my life

I open up my eyes
Trying to see the starlight that one day guided my life
There's a fight inside
Darkness tries to drag me where the shadow dims the light