narcissist

Ride or die
Come alive
You love that I
You love how much I'm scared of ya
Terrified that you'll leave me dry
Way you made me cry

I hate that I still care for ya
I hate that I’d still kill for ya
Yeah you know that I'm there for ya
Even though we both know that you
Yeah you don't

I hate that it's over 'cause you're not around
Not 'cause you loved me
But 'cause I'm still bound
Called you half sober I fell to the ground
I left you a voicemail didn't make a sound

And I
I thought that you'd hold me and tell me
You're sorry but you're wasted, again
I wanted you to care, to be afraid to lose
Me now we're jaded again

So cut the sweet talking
You know I hate talking
And having conversations ‘bout petty games
'Cause I stay losing
Step back and wait a minute
Fucked up my heart admit it
Gave me a hundred fucking reasons prove that
This ain't love

I hate that it's over 'cause you're not around
Not 'cause you loved me
But 'cause I'm still bound
Called you half sober I fell to the ground
I left you a voicemail didn't make a sound

And I
I thought that you'd hold me and tell me
You're sorry but you're wasted, again
I wanted you to care, to be afraid to lose
Me now we're jaded again