Holy Ghost

I haven't been out of bed in two days
That's a lie
I made it to the couch
And I guess that counts for something
But I feel like nothing
Everything is nothing anyway

Cause you bury trauma
Up until it buries you
All that buried trauma
That I didn't think was true
And I know
And I know
And I know

I'm seeing visions of
The holy ghost
I'm hearing things that
I don't wanna hear
Why am I hiding
Why am I hiding
Why am I hiding from the world
I don't wanna hide anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

How many times do I have to almost die
Until I get it right
Until I see the light
And reconnect to my gratitude
Why don't I have any gratitude

'Cause you bury trauma
Up until it buries you
All that buried trauma
That I didn't think was true
And I know
And I know
And I know

I'm seeing visions of
The holy ghost
I'm hearing things that
I don't wanna hear
Why am I hiding
Why am I hiding
Why am I hiding from the world
I don't wanna hide anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore