Dim Days of Dolor

Frozen in the moment
Seems like time is standing still
This life feels like a cyanide pill
The Sun rise, a new morning
It's the same strife, different day
The grim reaper meets me in the doorway

I'm just barely alive
I don't know if I will survive
Yet another day, another way to fade and deteriorate
I've been losing my mind
I've been falling way behind
I'm a lost surviver, walking through fire
But strength is giving away

Broken by this moment
Seems like I have lost the will
The will to carry on further still
The sundown, darkness falling
It all ends right where it begins
I pray for forgiveness for my sins

Can you see through the fire?
Can you see through the rain?
Can you walk through flames?
Have we all become insane?
Is this my funeral pyre
Burning brightly and in vain?
Faceless strangers without names
Haunts you over and over again