I Still Care But I Know That I Shouldn't

I know that you won't hear this
So i can be as honest as i want
Isn't that fun
I've been wondering how it feels to stare down the barrel of a gun
So give me five more minutes
So i can clear my head up
So i can dry my eyes, love
I know that u won't get it
But i think its time i said it

I still care, but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isn't working

I still care but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isn't working (x2)

I still care
I hope u know that u can talk to me
Even tho your words cut me to the artery
I hope u know that i don't hate u
Even tho i really fucking want to
So when its late and im feeling low
Replacing air with chemicals
I tend to forget what im holding on for
And nothing feels real
Its so hard to forget when i can't heal

I still care, but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isnt working

I still care but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isn't working

So give me five more minutes
Minutes
My mind isnt working
So give me five more minutes
Minutes

Wish u would ask for another chance
Even tho u dont deserve it
And even if its hard i wanna see someone in the morning
Im so fucking tired of hurting

I still care, but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isnt working

I still care but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isnt working

I still care, but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isnt working

I still care but i know that i shouldn't
I can't help but wonder
I hope your not hurting

I still care
Im getting used to my burdens
I know u won't hear this
My mind isnt working