The Two Sides

Dumb cause I don't remember
Wise cause I've been here before
A lot's riding on our thinking
Well maybe we should think a little more

Crazy cause I see things differently
Special cause I see things uniquely
Well maybe I'm crazier than
They ever gave me credit for

But feeling this feeling
Has pushed me I'm twisting
I'm trying to find why I have feelings at all
Maybe I don't, Maybe I'm dead

But if dead gives these highs
I can deal with the lows
And my head starts racing
Wondering if I'm in love
I'm asking, "Why is there love?"