What I Wouldn't Give

Feeling like I can't forgive
But I want to
It's like I don't know how to live
I'm afraid to

I used to think take them as they come without hesitations, no
Now it's like my head is filled with lies and persuasions

As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me
She's saying hurry, it's one more day gone

What I wouldn't give just to forget
So I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

I am feeling dissonant and distracted
The toxic chemicals are spilling in my head
And they're bleeding deadly reactions

And as the moon begins to rise
He shows me all the colors that I'm hiding, I'm hiding myself

What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

Am I desperately losing this fight
When I should really be choosing my flight
Oh, take me, take me, take me now

What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
So I can remember how to live again
I wanna live again

What I wouldn't give just to forget
What I wouldn't give to get some rest
What I wouldn't give just to forget
So I can remember how to live