Almost

I won't break apart
Couldn't say bye to my mama
'Cause I might break her heart
Two years after thinking
Of ending all the pain
I forgot what it really meant
To live like how I wanted
I won't break apart

Long nights in the wrong fights didn't own mine
Fuck life anywhere I go, I don't feel at home
No one left to cope with was all on my own
Nobody to talk to, no confidence

Yeah, parents only wanna see on weekends
Learned the truth about the family situations
I've been piling up the drugs for all the sleep ins, yeah, yeah

Yet I'm still here, thinking about us
A lot of if's and could've maybes
But I guess this is what made me
But I guess this is what

Yet I'm still here, thinking about me
So damn glad I didn't chase you
'Cause I know I need to live for
Myself and those around me

I won't break apart
Couldn't say bye to my mama
'Cause I might break up her heart
Two years after thinking
Of ending all the pain
I forgot what it really meant
To live like how I wanted
I won't break apart

Now I know, how I should
Treat myself when I'm on the low
Now I know, how I could
Change my ways to better myself
Now you know, why I stay
Quiet in the crowds that you go
Now you know, why I take
All the blame so that I can let go

I won't break apart
Two years after thinking
Of ending all the pain
I won't break apart