Breathe

Breathe with me
Feel my air
Who am I?
Who really cares?

Do I even matter?
Is there purpose out there?
I have so much love
With whom do I share?

I can't hide this wear and tear, but I don't hide it
I don't care
None of this fucking matters, I don't care

I was the tallest mountain standing high
But this was only cause my friends were by my side
Now they're gone off with the wind
It's finally time for me to look in

I was just a kid
To have loved and lost
I was just a boy
Who will bear this cost?
Will you be there waiting?

Will you be there?
Do I even matter?
Who will be there to keep me breathing?

I can't hide this wear and tear, but I don't hide it. I don't care
None of this fucking matters, I don't care

Awoken by nightmares, eruptions in my head
Dreaming of the day when I wasn't better off dead

Where is my backbone?
Are sex and drugs the only thing that ever fucking mattered?
Barely nineteen and all my motivation has been shattered
I've been living like a piece of shit despite you
In all honesty, I just don't know what to do

Will you be there?
Do I even matter?
Who will be there to keep me breathing?