Wacht You Leave

I have these pictures in my head that I can't paint with words
I have these choices in my life that people think are just absurd
My life is such a contradiction like I'm busy doing nothing
Just waiting and wishing

This watch it ticks but still time hasn't healed a thing
Why don't you feel the same?
I try and keep my head held high, but I've got nowhere to go

The empty bottles hide the feelings that I'm too scared to show
I'd tell you all of this, but I'm sure you know
So I'll just spend the days wasting away

There's so much beauty in the way she leaves
The way you walk away, it's haunting me
I never knew it'd get this hard to breathe, without you here helping me