Battle

It feels like I'm in a constant battle with my mind
Just to stay sane and to stay happy whatever happy is
I guess more just to stay satisfied with the life I have
But what more do I need
I have a family who loves me
Friends who make me laugh
And opportunities that most aren't blessed with
Am I being selfish?
Am I being high?

Why am I in constant battle with my own mind
Why can't I feel satisfied
Maybe I am satisfied and that's the problem
Maybe I have too high expectations for this world
And need to be lowered
But I'm lonely

Why am I lonely?
Why am I in a constant battle with my mind?
Just to stay sane
And to stay happy whatever happy is